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Dira Sudis
28 May 2017 @ 11:55 pm
WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 4,187

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 1,106, and I finished! a chapter! for the first time in three months!! And ahahahha I ruined everything oh god I didn’t know I could make them this sad this far into the story.

Born in the Blood: 720, and… things… are… happening? Probably?

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,659, SO MUCH DRAMA. 

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”: 214

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 175

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 313

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Dira Sudis
26 May 2017 @ 01:38 am
So there’s a new Twin Peaks… thing…? out? I guess? And I have never seen Twin Peaks (but am fairly well spoiled for whodunnit and so on) and have pretty firmly decided that, NOPE, NOT FOR ME, TOO CREEPY AND AWFUL.

…So tonight I was like “hey, I want to watch some TV and obviously Twin Peaks is not even in the running, but what should I watch? Leverage? Sense8?”

And then Netflix recommended me The Keepers. About the unsolved murder of a nun, and how her murder connected to the horrific sexual abuse of teen girls in the school where she taught because THAT IS MUCH LESS CREEPY AND AWFUL AND HORRIFYING THAN TWIN PEAKS? OR. THE OPPOSITE OF THAT. SO OBVIOUSLY I WATCHED THAT.

(I mean, the series seems amazingly well done and I’m sure I’m going to watch the rest of it, just, you know, this is EXACTLY LIKE that time I decided not to read the second and third books of the Hunger Games trilogy because they were too grim and depressing and instead I went and read a book about the Donner party. GUESS WHAT, GRIM AND DEPRESSING AND THE ADDED HORROR OF ACTUALLY BEING TRUE.)

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Dira Sudis
22 May 2017 @ 01:21 am
WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 4,360

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - broken dick epic, Born in the Blood, sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,824

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 1,736, oh god I have so much more to write I’m so glad I have a late posting date. /o\

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 800

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Dira Sudis
14 May 2017 @ 03:13 pm
Another good week! for writing! if maybe not for the world at large!

WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 8,009 (third week in a row writing more fic than money stuff, but the margin is at least less alarming this week?)

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 205. You know how sometimes writing characters fighting is really fun and invigorating because a big dramatic scene has its own momentum? And then sometimes it is the day after the president fired the director of the FBI and you are already a little bit on edge about, like, your country declining into authoritarianism while you watch helplessly, and you try to write your POV character feeling really scared and upset and fighting with the love of his life and then you are abruptly too keyed up and anxious to do any more work that day? Sometimes… that. So, a hard-won 205 words, is what I am saying.

Born in the Blood: 2,305, and I actually! finished! this chapter! I think! if my betas agree! And there are only like three chapters left probably???

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,626, and Threetoo’s day is getting better while Tony’s is getting so. much. worse. And also I only have like… two chapters left to write on this? Two and a half? Ish?

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”: 321, and idk if you guys know this but James Rhodes’ life is really difficult. And by “life” I mean “this conversation he needs to have with Tony where he attempts to prevent Tony from flying off the handle.” Which, by volume, is probably a significant percentage of his life really.

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 863, and I think I know how it ends! I… keep saying that every week because it keeps changing. BUT REALLY I THINK I KNOW WHERE I’M GOING NOW WHICH IS GOOD BECAUSE HOLY SHIT POSTING STARTS SOON.

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 2,689, oh look the comfort-y id story is winning in a stressful week that is SO WEIRD. 

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Dira Sudis
08 May 2017 @ 01:08 am
WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 6,845

WIPs that got no words this week: 1 - Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 327

Born in the Blood: 431, and I have mostly figured out how the chapter is going to end! probably!

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 675

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 3,649

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 1,763

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Dira Sudis
30 April 2017 @ 05:01 pm
Show of hands, who is surprised that I started writing a new thing this week? Is it no one? Looks like no one.

WIPs currently active: 6, see above.

Words written this week: 8,970, I, uh, did not do as much for-money writing as I should have this week. Oops.

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 1,050

Born in the Blood: 1,300, and I am so close to finishing this chapter as soon as I figure out how to finish this chapter.

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,571

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 1,802, and I continue to figure out the arc of the story and specifically how to get a dragon and smol Steve to have sex with each other. (Spoiler: THEY’RE GONNA.)

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”: 1,618

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 1,629

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Dira Sudis
[community profile] smutswap stories are revealed, so here's mine, written for SilverShepard! Many thanks to Frostfire, Ylixia, and Feanorinleatherpants for their help and encouragement. :D

Come on and Get Your Kicks (8121 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Feminization, Crossdressing, Dirty Talk, Shame in Sexual Desires, The Manifest Difficulty of Staying Ashamed of Anything When Tony Is This Excited About It, Fluff and Smut
Summary:

"At the end of the day, you just want to be my pretty little girl, is that it?"

Steve surged up to wrap his arms around Tony, kissing him with the kind of filthy fervor that Steve usually reserved for you could have died or I haven't had an orgasm in 36 hours.

So, all right then. Hypothesis confirmed.



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Dira Sudis
23 April 2017 @ 07:19 pm
Getting into that dangerous area where I’m like “my WIP list is so short!! WHAT SHALL I START WRITING NEXT?” 

*facepalm*

WIPs currently active: 5, because I finished another thing! And posted it! And a bunch of you read it, you brave people. ILU.

Words written this week: 3,786

WIPs that got no words this week: 1 - Slavefic #5

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 187, many of them about emoji.

Born in the Blood: 446, many of them about Steve freaking out.

Things We’d Held in Secret (formerly known as Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism): 643, done and posted!!

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 943, and I think I have finally figured out the arc of the story. Or. The arc of this part of the story, and how it fits into the much larger arc of story I have, inevitably, plotted out for this universe because of who I am as a person.

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You, out now in PDF and coming soon in hardcover!!):  1,511

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Dira Sudis
19 April 2017 @ 11:46 pm
I guess this the upside of all those WIP update posts, I can just say: Hey look it's the cannibalism one at last!

Written for [tumblr.com profile] latenightliar for [tumblr.com profile] fandomtrumpshate! Thanks to brighteyedjill and Sevvie for beta/encouragement!

Title is from "Psalm 40:2" by the Mountain Goats. Alternate summary: John 6:53.

Things We'd Held in Secret (11146 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Cannibalism, Unknowing cannibalism, consensual cannibalism, Super Soldier Serum, It's Nice Really I Swear, Blood and Gore, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rituals, Catholic Subtext, It's not that far sub the text
Summary:

Steve and Bucky were trapped together behind enemy lines in 1944. Bucky was badly injured, and for days Steve fed him the only way he could with no supplies on hand but a sharp knife. Bucky didn't understand what was happening at the time, and afterward there was never a good time to tell him--but now that Steve knows what he really did for Bucky, the secret is going to have to come out.



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Dira Sudis
16 April 2017 @ 03:14 pm
I finished something! Finally!

WIPs currently active: 6, because I finished! a thing! and also took my random impulse fixit fic off the list.

Words written this week: 3,311

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - Codename: Aluminum Bastard, Born in the Blood, and Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 493

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 513, really REALLY close to being done now!!

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 2,227, and DONE! HOURS ahead of the deadline. HOURS!

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 78

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