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Dira Sudis
29 March 2017 @ 08:59 pm
Another belated announcement of fic posted elsewhere...



The Pillow Box: Collected Slave-verse Tumblr Fics
(17200 words):

Chapter 5: Comfort (3502 words)

Not written to any specific prompts, just a hurt/comfort followup to #4. Happy 100th Birthday, Bucky!

Chapters: 5/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), and Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Stark Robots (Marvel), Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Master/Slave, Hurt/Comfort, Kneeling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rewards, Bananas, Robots, Weight Issues, Food Issues, Bathing/Washing, POV Outsider, Eating Disorders, Vomiting
Series: Part 3 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell

Summary:
Collected ficlets from the All These Burning Hearts in Hell 'verse, starring Tony and Threetoo with Threetoo's pillow nest in a supporting role. Prompts for each ficlet in the chapter's summary.



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Dira Sudis
26 March 2017 @ 05:57 pm
I was full speed ahead on other writing this week, so fic got a bit shortchanged. Still! Progress here and there!

WIPs currently active: 7

Words written this week: 3,304

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - broken dick epic, Slavefic #5, and Cap Reverse Big Bang dragon!Bucky/tribute!Steve

WIPs that did get words this week:

Born in the Blood: 1,369

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 605

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 361

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 969, somehow still exactly as halfwayish done as it was last week. 

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Dira Sudis
22 March 2017 @ 04:41 am
Sometimes I’m all like “no no I really never wrote terrible stuff happening on-page before I started writing terrible things happening to Bucky Barnes” and then I remember that literally the first explicit story I wrote in a fandom where I was interacting directly with other fans was… 

Relax, a Due South story featuring Non-Con Hypnotism, Dub-Con Hypnotism, and a dude who could give Steve Rogers a run for his money in moral rectitude deliberately inducing amnesia in the guy he’s in love with. More than once. Andthentheyhavesextheend. 

So! Always in character as myself, I guess. Whoever is writing me is really doing a good job at that. 

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Dira Sudis
19 March 2017 @ 05:14 pm
A much better week! Weirdly, due to me writing a lot on the things that actually have deadlines, what is the world even coming to.

WIPs currently active: 7, because I started on my @capreversebb story!

Words written this week: 8,459

WIPs that got no words this week: 0 

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 273

Born in the Blood: 337

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 263

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 227

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 785, introducing Rhodey POV! Wheeeee!!

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 2,487, so it’s halfwayish done! And not due until April, good work me!

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 4,087, which… is not halfway done.

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Dira Sudis
12 March 2017 @ 07:52 pm
Uff, not such a great week–I was stuck on some for-money writing work, and it dragged down my fic-writing as well. Still! Onward!

WIPs currently active: 6, because I finished Pillow Box #5 and haven’t started my @capreversebb story yet! (Ahahaha hope you guys didn’t think cannibalism was the only weird thing I was writing this year ahahaha)

Words written this week: 4,643

WIPs that got no words this week: 4 - the WIP codenamed Aluminum Bastard, Born in the Blood, Sequel to Saddest Story, and Smut Swap New Pairing Story.

WIPs that did get words this week:

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 2,132, not ALL OF THEM about anybody touching anybody else with reverent, trembling hands, just, you know. A lot of them.

Pillow Box #5: Comfort/Petting/Sleeping in the Pillow Box: 1,186, and finished and posted!

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 1,325

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Dira Sudis
05 March 2017 @ 09:48 pm
Slightly better than last week! Finishing chapters of things is almost like actually finishing things, right?!

WIPs currently active: 7, because I signed up to pinch hit for Smut Swap and immediately got started on that story that I will probably still somehow manage to go right to the deadline with.

Words written this week: 7,165, up a little from last week!

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 2,151. Man I love when I succeed in finishing a chapter by deciding that the middle is actually the end. Also this WIP crossed 170,000 words this week, at which point I realized that last week when I said I had about 72,000 words to write on this, I really meant 82,000. But now probably only 80! Ish! Ahahahahaha *sobbing*

Born in the Blood: 161, finishing off Chapter 12! Which is up now! And I think there are only maybe three or four (maybe five?) more chapters so apologies to anyone who thought you were getting a lot of Bucky recovery and a stable triad relationship by the end of this story.

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,306. You know that feeling when you write something terrible and you’re like “should I really linger and zoom the camera in on this? or should I just let the readers notice for themselves how incredibly terrible this is?” …That.

Pillow Box #5: Comfort/Petting/Sleeping in the Pillow Box: 609, gosh it’s like something is compelling me to write Threetoo and Tony having mostly non-terrible times and a lot of cuddles.

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 754, but I definitely need to go back through that and linger and zoom in on things more. (The only thing more fun than always writing longer than you mean to is having your first drafts always need more fleshing out, so everything just GETS LONGER STILL. My brain is some kind of sourdough starter of fiction.)

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 1,608, including “big dramatic scene that is sort of the centerpiece of my thoughts about this story” IMMEDIATELY going sideways from how I had been imagining it before writing it. But it’s better this way, so that’s cool. Also, haha, wow, I really need to figure out what else happens in this story in some kind of detail at some point. Hm.

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before That I Picked Up This Week Because I Make Really Good Time Management Choices: 576

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Dira Sudis
So, here, please enjoy the couple of paragraphs that put it over that line:

Steve jerked back from him, his expression crumpling into anxious hurt, and Bucky realized he was awake now, and it had been a dream. He slid his hands in to cover his face, rubbing at his eyes as he said, “Did I make a sound?”

 "No,“ Steve said. "You were quiet, and still, just… shaking a little. I could tell." 

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Dira Sudis
26 February 2017 @ 05:17 pm
Not my best week, but not bad!

WIPs currently active: 6,  no change from last week.

Words written this week: 6,448, down a bit from last week, due in part to a “nope everything I’m writing is terrible and I need to stop trying and go read @gyzym’s new Harry/Draco fic for the rest of the day” kind of day on Monday.

(I figured out what was going wrong with the writing and made it better starting on Tuesday, no worries.)

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 2,425, and Steve is being Aggressively Competent at things Bucky does not expect him to be Aggressively Competent at and it’s very confusing.

Born in the Blood: 1,502, so Chapter 12 might? actually? be done? we’ll see what the betas think. :D

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 769, moving right along toward exciting new varieties of terribleness!

Pillow Box #5: Comfort/Petting/Sleeping in the Pillow Box: 192

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 1,481, and things are starting to get REALLY interesting. As opposed to, you know, the boring typical parts. :D

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 79, look, it’s a start, okay?

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Dira Sudis
23 February 2017 @ 03:03 am
Tagged by @silentwalrus1​!

5 things you’ll find in my bag

1. Druuuuugs. By which I mean a sheet of generic Sudafed and a little mint tin filled with Advil and Excedrin. I have a lot of headaches, okay.

2. A set of headphones. I don’t go ANYWHERE without the ability to plug into my phone and tune out the world.

3. Small notebook. I almost never use it–I take pictures of things rather than writing notes/lists for myself, or make To Do items in Habitica–but it’s nice to know it’s there. 

4. An actual metal nail file. I bite my nails, not constantly, but enough that “ugh my nails are raggedy and it is Bothering Me” is a thing that I need to be able to deal with at any time.

5. Pretty enameled compact mirror that I got as a bridesmaid’s gift for standing up in my little brother’s wedding five years ago. I pretty much never wear makeup, but a tiny mirror is handy sometimes!

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Dira Sudis
19 February 2017 @ 06:11 pm
Guys the last couple of weeks have been so productive and it is for the extremely boring reason that I figured out a good workday schedule for myself (it involves getting up early and starting work by 9) and ahhhh everything (writing-wise for me personally) is so great right now!! 

WIPs currently active: 6, because I could not resist starting another Pillow Box story to pick up where the last one left off, with 100% more comfort and actual Pillow Box time.

Words written this week: 7,130

WIPs that got no words this week: 2, Cannibalism and Sequel to Saddest Story.

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 784, almost all of which are getting deleted/rewritten, but on the bright side I think I know where I’m going with the next stretch of the story! Act III is sort of blurring imperceptibly into Act IV here, which means making real! actual! progress! through the arc of the story! and maybe even finishing it someday!!

Born in the Blood: 3,760, so Chapter 12 is getting very close to being done!!

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,295, oh man I keep opening scenes and finding new and different layers and depths of terribleness, what even is this story. Also it’s over 23,000 words at this point, getting close to the midpoint of the story. I think. Approximately.

Pillow Box #5: Comfort/Petting/Sleeping in the Pillow Box: 1,291, just wallowing around in how nice it is when things are only a little bit terrible for Threetoo and Tony…

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