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Tada! The sexy consensual Steve/Bucky ageplay that no one asked for! :D

Start All Over (in a Little Bitty World) (18520 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Age Play, sexual age play, Daddy Kink, Consensual Kink, Homegrown Kink Practices, In-Scene Kink Negotiation, Bathing/Washing, Virginity Roleplay, please and thank you, Spanking, Corporal Punishment, Face Slapping, 1930s Parenting, Dom/sub, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Bruises, Cuddling & Snuggling
Summary:

Steve had been all of nineteen years old, frustrated with the obvious pretense of dominating Bucky when he barely came up to Bucky’s shoulder, even though they both desperately wanted it to work. He’d snapped, “This is stupid, Buck! I couldn’t really boss you around when you were six years old!”

Bucky, without hesitation, had said, “I’ll be five, then. Come on, here, I’m five.”

He’d folded to his knees and looked up at Steve for the first time with Jamesy’s eyes, spoke for the first time with Jamesy’s voice, and said, “Mister? I need somebody to look after me.”

Steve hadn’t always done the best job of it, but God, he’d tried, and he’d loved trying. He wasn’t ever going to quit trying.



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Dira Sudis
25 September 2016 @ 08:05 pm
A better week! Less coughing! Marginally less really distracting fic reading! More! Writing! 

And a couple new super-enchanting epic fic ideas that I am definitely not allowed to start writing. 

…Yet.

WIPs currently active: 7. Down by one from last week because!!! I finished the ageplay!! And somebody I will have run it by enough people to get up the courage to actually post it!

Words written this week: 6,394

WIPs that got no words this week: 1, Threetoo’s bathtime, but I swear I’m getting that one finished next. 

WIPs that did get words this week: 

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 159, but to be fair I had Bucky say a REALLY COMPLICATED THING. And then, you know, needed to go away and think about that for another week, I guess?

Born in the Blood: 590, and I am definitely… definitely almost sure what happens next. Really.

Slavefic #4 (the one about Steve): 305

Bucky/Steve consensual sexy ageplay nobody asked for: 4,276, and, did I mention, IT IS DONE. :D

Post-CACW woobie!Sam/Steve: 366

How the Winter Soldier Met the Hulk: 175

Gentle Dom!Steve/Bucky Omorashi PWP: 523

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Dira Sudis
22 September 2016 @ 04:29 pm
Short version: I was anxious about calling my doctor about a minor-ish thing and then I figured out that this meant that the thoughts I was having about why I shouldn’t call were not actually true and I needed to call despite being anxious. So I figured out what I needed to say and then this morning I CALLED THE DOCTOR’S OFFICE, YAY ME. 

Ridiculously long rambling version: Read more...Collapse )

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Dira Sudis
18 September 2016 @ 09:44 pm
Man, this week was not a good one for me accomplishing much of anything. 

WIPs currently active: 8. I started a new PWP but did not manage to finish it because see above.

Words written this week: 2,651

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - slavefic #4, ageplay, woobie!Sam.

WIPs that did get words this week: 

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 285

Born in the Blood: 396

Pillow Box Fill #3 (Bathtime): 777, bringing the current total on this one over 2600 and continuing to call into question whether I understand the concept of a ficlet (signs point to no).

Bucky-meets-Hulk: 350, possibly I am actually really writing this??

Omorashi PWP that two different people actually did ask for: 843, and you’re already on the internet, you can google the kink if you don’t know it.

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Dira Sudis
11 September 2016 @ 10:02 pm
All the MCU canon we have points to Steve Rogers, both pre- and post-serum, being a fundamentally calm person who is very slow to anger, AND RELATEDLY,

Willingness to enter a fight, or to use violence, is not in itself evidence that a person feels anger.

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Dira Sudis
08 September 2016 @ 04:06 am
Books:

I read the first few pages of Georgette Heyer’s The Masqueraders today, which is the oldest unread e-book in my Kindle library. I know someone gave it to me by way of reccing it, but I have no idea who that was because it was… probably four or five years ago now?? But post-Jacobite crossdressing romance seems like it will be full of delightful hijinks probably? I haven’t read a lot of Heyer so I’m not entirely sure what I’m getting into here.

Books finished:

Captive Prince (http://ift.tt/1SQoSHv) &

Prince’s Gambit (http://ift.tt/2cuNPXn) &

Kings Rising (http://ift.tt/1Tlz0ZB) by C. S. Pacat.

So I had read the first book and mmmmost of the second book back when they were self-published. I’d heard enough about SOMETHING UPSETTING HAPPENS AT THE END/THE CLIFFHANGER IS TERRIBLE that I actually picked a spot to stop reading in the second book where I felt like I had arrived at a happy place, and just left it there for three years. As I was reading the second book this time, I kept slowing down in anticipation of The Bad Thing even though the third book was sitting right there next to it, so it took me a few days to read–but once I finished it, I immediately picked up Kings Rising and blew through it in an afternoon. OH MAN I LOVE THEM SO MUCH YAYYYYYY. :D

Miracle at Coney Island: How a Sideshow Doctor Saved Thousands of Babies and Transformed American Medicine (http://ift.tt/2cuMWOy) by Claire Prentice

Oh man this was fascinating (if pretty short, less than 100 pages) to read–all about how the world was introduced to the use of incubators and the whole idea of taking special care of very small premature babies rather than just letting them die–one scholar quoted described Martin Couney as an “anti-eugenicist” fighting for the value of babies most people just gave up on. (Also: did Steve and Bucky at some point go and see the sideshow babies at Luna Park, y/y? Did Steve’s mom know some of the nurses who worked there??)

Fics: 

Fuck everything, I am rereading Forever, Now tonight. And/or tomorrow, we’ll see how far I get. I have 12 other fic tabs open, 3 hydratrashmeme fill notifications in my inbox, and 57 marked for later on AO3.

Fics finished:

(A sampling of stuff I’ve bookmarked recently–you can see all my bookmarks at http://ift.tt/2bFC4A9)

With Six You Get Eggroll by @cesperanza (http://ift.tt/1Nz1MAX) This was actually the first Due South fic I ever read, back in 2002, months before I read another fic and actually got into the fandom, because @viggorlijah had recced it as a really good portrayal of a family with adopted children. Someone over at kink_finders (http://ift.tt/2cm7eMS) was asking for kidfic recs today, particularly featuring a non-idealized situation with an older child, and this one came immediately to mind, and then I had to reread it. (Forever, Now was the next recced, so next to be reread!)

Except It Abide in the Vine by @spitandvinegar (http://ift.tt/2c1gaFG) I was a LITTLE SCARED by the tags on this but guys. Guys. If you are hesitating over the tags. STOP HESITATING. GO READ. LEARN TO LOVE THE SWEETPEA. EMBRACE THE SWEETPEA. AND ALL THOSE OTHER LUNATICS RUNNING AROUND. <3 <3 <3

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Dira Sudis
Look About (All the Stars Are Coming Out) (3264 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Bruce Banner/James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers, Bruce Banner, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Curtain Fic, Cabin Fic, Alternate Universe, Set during the Avengers, animal husbandry, Dogs, Goats, Reindeer, Not What Natasha Was Expecting, POV Outsider
Summary:

In which Natasha’s recruitment of Bruce Banner to track down the Tesseract goes... a little differently.

(This is the self-indulgent curtainfic outsider POV epilogue to a massive complicated Bruce/Bucky-focused recovery AU that I haven't written and may never write. Because why write the 150,000 words of setup when you could just write the punchline?)



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Dira Sudis
05 September 2016 @ 01:58 am
WIPs currently active: 6… maybe 8?

Words written this week: 3,284

WIPs that got no words this week: 2 - Born in the Blood and the slavefic.

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 552, new total word count 157,951, ticking along. Slowly.

Bucky/Steve consensual sexy ageplay nobody asked for: 777, new total 14,211.

Post-CACW woobie!Sam/Steve: 568, so close to turning the corner to the beginning of the end.

Pillow Box: 1,240, which was the entirety of #2 - One-Star Review.

[Here be stuff that may or may not actually be in progress, because I was out of sorts and working on random shit.]

Ace!Bucky/Demisexual!Steve: 174

The Hulk/Bucky story EVERYBODY asked for: 73. There were… a lot of things to figure out before I could write anything. Also the trajectory from HTP terrifying captivity mutual-dub-con sex to RIDICULOUS CURTAINFIC is… possibly a built in bait and switch that will satisfy no one?? But whatever, it’s my ridiculous self-indulgent Hulk/Bucky bunny and I’ve written 73 words of it so it’s probably premature to worry about its reception.

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Dira Sudis
01 September 2016 @ 02:30 am
Books:

Finally (FINALLY) actually reading the Random House paperback Captive Prince, after reading the self-pubbed ebook version back in… 2012? I have managed not to get spoiled for Book 3 yet PLEASE DON’T SPOIL ME.

Books finished:

Penric’s Demon (http://ift.tt/2b7711u) by Lois McMaster Bujold. Ohhh man this was DELIGHTFUL. I love the Chalion-verse, and this was such a fun trip through a new corner of it. I was also (as I have been studying romance structure a bit lately, in hopes of making my professional writing less full of ripping stuff out and starting over) really fascinated to note how much it is structured as a romance between Penric and his demon. 

Relatedly, I need SO MUCH pornfic about Penric and his demon, with or without other actual humans involved.

Interface (http://ift.tt/2cg77TJ) by Stephen Bury, a pseudonym for Neal Stephenson & J. Frederick George. Uh. Man. I did not enjoy this book on like, many levels. I was not already a Neal Stephenson fan, and I… continue not to be a Neal Stephenson fan. And @iuliamentis is not allowed to recommend any more books to me until she reads The Mad Earl’s Bride by Loretta Chase in recompense. (I mean, except for Contact, which I already borrowed from her, becasue Carl Sagan. I feel like I can trust Carl Sagan.)

Fic:

I have 7 fic tabs open, and another 59 Marked for Later on AO3. I’m currently halfway through reading “how cold steel is (and keen with hunger)” by jinlinli, part of the FLOOD of new stories from the Stucky Big Bang 2016. 

Fic finished:

(A sampling of stuff I’ve bookmarked recently–you can see all my bookmarks at http://ift.tt/2bFC4A9)

Every Tree That Is Pleasant (http://ift.tt/2byfchC) by @spitandvinegar. OH MAN YOU GUYS. FERAL STEVE-AND-BUCKY WITH THEIR HATRED OF CLOTHES AND THEIR SECRET TWIN LANGUAGE, I CANNOT EVEN THIS IS SO GREAT GO READ IT RIGHT NOW. Plus gorgeous art by @pium-poetam!

These American Dreams (ain’t no white picket fences left for me) (http://ift.tt/2b4f1Qe) by kariye. AHHHH THIS WAS ALSO FUCKING BRILLIANT (AND IS ALSO NOT NEARLY AS MUCH OF AN AU AS YOU MIGHT THINK WHEN YOU START READING). Bucky is living a quiet life in a small town in Indiana, working as a mechanic, putting off visiting his sister a few towns over, and there’s this guy who keeps jogging past his place wearing a really tight t-shirt. <3

Third Floor (http://ift.tt/2bsUSOu) by thingswithwings. Ghostbusters, Holtzy/Patty. In which Holtzmann just does not know why Patty is in her space ALL THE TIME. (Until she finally realizes why.)

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The Pillow Box: Collected Slave-verse Tumblr Fics (2895 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 2/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Stark Robots (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Master/Slave, Hurt/Comfort, Kneeling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rewards, Bananas, Robots
Series: Part 3 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
Summary:

Collected ficlets from the All These Burning Hearts in Hell 'verse, starring Tony and Threetoo with Threetoo's pillow nest in a supporting role. Prompts for each ficlet in the chapter's summary.




#2: One-Star Review, for this prompt:

I’d like to see the first time Threetoo tells Tony one of his rewards is thumbs-down (not counting the bathrobe, obvs).

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